|| The Venting and Intro
Hi! It's been awhile since I've posted on here and I'm really sorry about that. Some things have been quite stressful recently and with my anxiety, paranoia and self-esteem getting worse, it's hard to focus on certain things sometimes. I really do wanna be a good and kind person, I do wanna be a good friend and I want to help everyone around me. I want to bring joy to people! But... I feel like a horrible friend to everyone. The moment I start feeling happy and confident, my self-esteem kicks in and I start feeling like I'm just... not a good friend at all. I try not to let it get the best of me though!
|| So with the venting over, I gotta address my birthday.
My birthday was around seven days ago, July 12th is my birthday.
I am happy about it since I had a stellar day, I'm happy that my friends were happy!
And I really enjoyed all the birthday art I got from friends, all of it was so goooood! :0
I didn't really want much for my birthday but my brother and his girlfriend ended up getting me a new keyboard and mouse which is awesome :D
|| The Absence (kinda)
I already said some stuff about it in the venting part of this soooo, yeah. But I will try my best to post more stuff on here!
Newgrounds is one of my favorite sites after all and I feel genuinely welcomed here. I've met so many amazing friends and made so many memories so far with them! I love them all a lot and I'm happy I got the chance to meet them.
I want to post here more often and I want to make as many people as I can happy.
Thank you for reading this, I honestly appreciate it.
I hope you have a fantastic day or night and I love y'all!
|| Sincerely, totallypez